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Well times come and go people change and such. But i still feel like me.....
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[14 Feb 2006|11:07pm] |
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Well it happened. The whole front part of our building is now a smoldering pile of ash. An electrical fire destroyed it and cause a massive amount of damage. All of our drawings are toast and our hours have been changed to accomadate for the loss. It really sucked, it happened late that night but someone driving down the road saw it and called it in, and in doing so saved us from losing the entire shop because if that would have hit the oxygen bottles we woulda been screwed. As things stand there will be no activity up there for the next few months and any hopes of a raise we all had are shot... thats a lot of damage. Luckily, no ones hurt and we can still work but still events like this seem to go where ever i do. lol
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[09 Feb 2006|06:00pm] |
ok guys, here goes as everyone knows i enjoy to write and i have decided i am going to post each one of the chapters in the latest one i have been writing
Shattered Ties
The day had finally arrived, his eight birthday. The day in Isola's village that one was finally recognized as no longer being just a mere child but someone on thier way to adulthood. All the townsfolk gathered and presented all the boys who have come of age that year. There was much feasting and merriment at this time. It was quite possibly the only time of year Sengora was ever this lively. Isola's childhood friend Maxius, was also of age this year and both the boys were incredibly excited. But no one was ready for the events that were bound to unfold at this years festival.....
"Isola...... Isola.... Isola for the last time drag yourself out of the bed!, you will make us late for the festival if you do not hurry!" The booming voice from his mother Isadora quickly rousted Isola from his sleep. "Coming Mother". He leaps out of bed running to and fro around his tiny little dirt floored room. One looking in on the spectical of the boy getting ready would have assumed a pack of wild mares had run through by the size of the dust cloud he was stirring. "Mother, where is my good tunic i could have sworn i left it beside my bed.". "You did honey, i washed it in the river this morning so it would look great for today, run outside and get it now and make haste." The tiny wood door to his room flew open as if it had been thrown open by the wind and the boy passed by his mother like a streak and made his way outside. Isola was so focused on getting his tunic he did not even look up and ran striaght into his father Gupta. In doing so it knocked the poor lad back and square on his rump. His father gave the belly laugh he was so famous for and said, "Isola, watch where yer going boy, dont need ya getting hurt before the festivities." Gupta reaches down and picks Isola up, brushs the dust off of him and sends him on his way. "He reminds me alot of you Gupta." " I know, he has learned alot of the swordplay i know, and does act similar to me." "Yes dear, he does and lets just hope he only matures." "Isola, get back here its time to be going Maxius is sure to be there waiting by now." "Coming mother"
Isola makes his way back inside the house, and the family gets ready to depart to the town center. Isola can barley handle his excitement as they are walking to the center, he stays far ahead of his parents hoping tither and fro. When they arrive at the center, the crowd is already there.
"Wow Father there are alot of people here."
"Of course there is son, no one misses this festival."
Over the buzz of the crowd a familiar voice rings out
"Its about time you made it i was wondering if you would!"
"Maxius!!!"
The two boys ran to each other and exchanged a bone crushing bear hug between them.
"Where are you parents, Maxius?"
"I left them somewhere back there, i wanted to explore around here and they are boring"
"Do they know you are gone?"
"I'm sure by now they do but its not bad"
"Ok, whatever you say"
"Hey lets go sneak a taste of the cake they made for the festival"
"Alright"
So the duo of boys makes thier way to the wicker table that held the homely looking cake made for this occasion each year. The elders were all gathered around a table to the left of it waiting for the coming of age presentations to arrive. The cover around the table was too much for the boys to sneak a taste, so they decided to hide under it until the time came.
"Dang, they have it well covered this year"
"Yea, they sure do"
"Guess we will just sit it out here"
So as time fades as they wait, after a while under there the boys hear a noise coming from outside the village that sounds and feels like an earthquake under thier feet. The thundering gets louder and louder and from under the table the boys can hear the screams of the women, and the unsheathing of weapons from the men. As it gets closer the boys recognize the sounds as horse hooves and that can only mean one thing the Shinga have come for a raid, but why would they target Sengora?
"I'm scared Maxius."
"Shh... they will hear you if you keep blubbering like that"
As the sounds grew closer the sounds of death cries filled the air, and it began to reak of blood. As quickly as they had came the Shinga left. After a few minutes passed after the hellstorm that came down upon them the boys both muster the courage to come out from under the table. The sight they were about to see burned itself on thier retinas for the rest of thier lives. The village was destroyed and people laid dead everywhere. Isola runs to where his parents were before he left them, and he finds them both there. Isadora, laying dead from a slash across her throat and Gupta dead from a dagger thrust into his chest.
"No... No mother, father, say something to me please..."
Isola reaches for them and nudges them hoping to himself that they will move and comfort him. Neither of them do. He falls onto his mother and weeps. Maxius walks up on Isola in this state and falls to his knees...
"Isola, i am so sorry."
Isola turns around
"What of yours?"
"I could not find them anywhere its as if they disappeared."
"Why... Why did they kill all them..."
" I do not know.. i do not know.."
Isola sways to his feet,
"I will find who did this.... they will pay"
Thats the first chapter give me some feedback if ya want all right later folks
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| ok quiz |
[07 Feb 2006|07:21pm] |
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1. When u looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? damn i bed head
2. How much cash do you have on you? 35
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? zest
4. Favorite planet? Mercury
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? Aly
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
Heaven
7. What shirt are you wearing?
Ruroni Kenshin
8. Do you "label" yourself?
oh yes
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
Nike
10. Bright or Dark Room?
Dark
11. What do you think about the last person who took this survey? cj- hmm interesting guy..
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
playing fft
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?: why do you think that?
15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
duluth
16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
nuts
17.Who told you they loved you last?
grandma
18. Last furry thing you touched?
spyder
19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days?
none
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
2
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
19
22. Your worst enemy?
where do i start?
23. What is your current desktop picture?
Ruroni Kenshin
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Whatever
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly? the money, id use it to help provide for the ones i care for
26. Do you like someone?
I love someone
27. The last song you listened to?
Slipknot-Duality
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[17 Jan 2006|10:23pm] |
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Well nothing much huge going on at the moment, just about to start work over at the church and a few other extras. Work is freakin insane, lets pile up work and then put nutty deadlines on it... its crazy.. I grow incredibly weary of stress and people demanding things out of me that they dont understand or even want to understand.... If you would just open your eyes you would see the person i am i do not hide it, and i do not go around spilling my life to people, *sigh* i keep to myself for the most part and it takes a lot to get into my ring of trust, and there are very very few who will ever be there, so just get it through your head you two i keep to myself...
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[08 Jan 2006|08:36am] |
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welcome to the fold.... isnt it just the most spectacular thing known to man, isnt it great to constantly be wondering whats next... whats going to blindside you next and take everything you knew and turn in upside down. This is life, it sucks beyond anything imaginable, always be weary of the good times of it because the pain can never be far behind... or maybe thats just my take on things... the silly little naive boy.... for every choice made you create infinite futures and possibilities but what about the choices you didnt make, you destory an equal number of futures and in turn kill many things..... But this is the governing hand of fate, cruel and merciless to any who dare stand in its way. Now gaze into my res nullis...
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| opinion time |
[17 Nov 2005|06:56pm] |
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whose better jimmy eat world or evanescence?
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[15 Nov 2005|06:40pm] |
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One random thing
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are. (so i can guess who you are)
I will admit im a little nervous....
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| Heres something to think about |
[30 Oct 2005|09:13pm] |
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I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see
Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind
Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy
Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind
Those of you who know this song will get exactly what i am trying to say here those that do not, well then your just lost deal with it. Life is a bit of a roller coaster at the moment things going up and down, issues with the parents constantly bitching and moaning about something... Drives me up the freakin wall. As if i dont have enough to deal with in my life that i need that as well... oui.... Well on a brighter note work is going alright, busy as usual but its a steady enough pace it does make the days go faster. Its amazing really... alot of areas in my life are going well but the parental issues never seem to cease... i am not damn 6 anymore.. i am capable of taking care of myself... damn i practically already do. I love em really.. but its so trying always being treated like your still a kid. Which last time i checked almost 20... is not a kid. Ok off my block for now, just hope they realize soon because im getting my fill of it very very quickly. Life for the most part has too much drama and drama sucks worse than ashlee simpson. People just need to learn to get over stuff and go on with thier own lifes... only worry about the ones closest to you, and do whatever it takes to keep them there. Society is cold... dont forget that people, it will be the holy hell out of you just to get you to conform, many many do but there are few that chose to walk to the beat of thier own drum, are you one of those?.... Just think about that..
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[24 Oct 2005|07:40pm] |
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1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME
(name of first pet + street you grew up on):
Snow Shore
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grand parent of same gender's first name + favorite snack):
James Starburst
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Coleman O'charley
4. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + Last three letters of your last name):
JPat
5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school mascot):
Phoenix Eagle
6. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):
Ray Gwinnett
7. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of sibling/parent [opposite sex] + cell phone company you use):
Chris Cingular
8. YOUR DRAG QUEEN NAME
(name of favorite fruit, and current street you live on)
Apple Harris
You are the arche angel...a protector...and very
gallant
What Type Of Angel Are You Really?
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[20 Oct 2005|07:47pm] |
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i would feel it out but im not very joyous people...
Its amazing what sitting down and praying and thinking will do. When your standing at the very brink of your limits and you say "thats it God i cant do it anymore on my own.. will you carry me?" thats when you get the peace you seek. I know my stress load is no where near as high and i know that i dont deal with everything that you have on the issue, and in no way am i questioning your faith because i know how strong of one you have. Also in times where he is the closest it often feels like he is very very far away its when hes the closest... but damn it sure feels the other way. Nothing in the life is ever easy and the best things in life you have to bust your ass for... This isnt anything special just facts. I know that this is right and i will do whatever it takes, so be it if i fail... i would much rather try my hardest and not suceed than sit by and watch everything unfold.. Like i have said before dreams and hopes only die when the person chasing them loses the courage to pursue them... and as long as i breathe i shall not. Call me weird call me freaky... i do not care.... I know what i want out of life and i know who i want to be with me every step of the way. I know im not a clean preppy boy (yet.. :) ) and i know im not typical, but i live my life mostly by my heart but there is logic there. There is no greater gift than to be a servant on earth... and i would much rather spend my life in servitude to others instead of being shackled by my own averice... and yet i know i must provide and by God i will... i will not let anything happen to her... She means the world to me and whatever it takes to show you guys that.. so be it. Prepare my cross if need be. My love is forever yours and to the other party involved... Alia Iacta est... May God have mercy on us all
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[17 Oct 2005|05:47pm] |
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Yesterday was the worst damn day of my life..... this is all
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[07 Oct 2005|03:15pm] |
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ok.. ok you guys win ill do it
Last kiss: September 19th
Last cry: also about 2 weeks ago
Last library book checked out: no clue
Last movie seen: Broken Arrow
Last book read: Anthem
Last cuss word uttered: shit
Last beverage drunk: Mountain dew
Last food consumed: Chinese
Last mango: wtf?
Last phone call: Julie
Last TV show watched: AL baseball playoff
Last time showered: about an hour ago
Last shoes worn: work boots
Last cd played: one of my burned ones
Last item bought: food at lunch
Last soda drunk: mountain dew
Last thing written: signing my check
Last key used: car
Last word spoken: ok fine
Last sleep: last night
Last IM: dont know
Last ice cream eaten: mayfield cookie dough
Last time wanting to die: im not going to answer that one
Last lipstick used: its been a few years
Last time dancing: random times in public
I HURT: more than ill ever show
I LOVE: God, Julie, Family
I HATE: conflict
I FEAR: failing
I HOPE: to do something with my life
I FEEL: uneasy
I HIDE: my hurt
I MISS: julie
I NEED: love and understanding
I THINK: julie, school, work
Current music: Evanescence... *gasp*
Current hair: pushed downed straight
Current thing I should be doing: nothing
Current desktop picture: Hittokiri Battousai
How many fillings do you have?: nada
Do you think you're good looking?:nope
Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: sometimes
Do you look like any celebrities?: hahaha nope
1.What is your full name? Joshua Ray Patrick
2.Nicknames? Joshie, Willie wonka
3. B-day: January 11
4. Age: 19
5. Sex: male
6. Social Security: XXX-XX-XXXX
7. Where do you live? Dacula
8. What school do you attend? none at the moment, TFB soon
11. Righty or Lefty: Righty
9. Siblings and their ages?:none
10. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Haircolor: dirty brown
13. Height: 5'2
14. Do u wear contacts or glasses? glasses, but i do not wear them often at all
15. Do you have any piercings? no
16. Where do you want more? none
17. Do you have a tattoo? no but i am getting one
18. If so what and where? bleeding black rose on my right shoulder (soon)
19. Do you wear any rings? no
20. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? Nope
**********JUST LATELY***************
21. How are you today? a little angry, a tad frustrated.. and drained
22. What pants are you wearing right now? my plad pj's
23. What shirt are you wearing right now? Rutledge 2004
24. What does your hair look like at the moment? wet and pushed down
26. What song are you listening to right now? Before the Dawn
27. What was the last thing you ate? chinese
28. How is the weather right now? rainy
29. Last person you talked to on the phone? julie
30. Last Dream you can remember: one im not putting in here
31. Who are you talking to right now? nobody
************MORE ABOUT YOU****************
32. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 8813
33. If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? black
34. Have you ever almost died? quite a few times
34. (hehe look there's 2 #34's) What makes you laugh? certain people
36. (and no 35) What religion/denomination are you? Baptist, but im open minded
37. What's the best advice ever given to you? "Time waits on no one, go forward and grap your own fate"
38. Have u ever won any special awards? a mosaic
39. What are your future goals? Missionary
40. Do you like to slow dance? yes
41. What's one of the stupidest thing u ever done? Penny on hot plate... random crap
42. What's your favorite memory? A certain day at Carmine's
43. change one thing about yourself: my size
44. How many kids do you want to have? 2
45. Sons names? Tobais
46. Daughter's names? Rebecca
47. Do you do drugs? no, but some swear i do
48. What kind of shampoo and conditioner: Head and shoulders
49. What sport do you hate the most to play? soccor
50. What are you most scared of? failure
51. How many TV's do you have in your house? 3
52. Do you have your own TV? yes
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? spanky... yes i have a stuffed monkey
54. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? yes my ankle
55. Who do you dream about? no comment.... the person knows
56. Who do you tell your dreams to? julie
57. Who's the loudest friend you have? Jen or Aly
58. Quietest Friend? Sarah S.
59. Who's the funniest friend? Travis
60. Who's the weirdest friend? Juliane
61. Who's your favorite friend to talk to online? Peter
62. Is cheerleading a sport? No
63. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? i do not care
64. Which came first the chicken or the egg? dont care
65. What vehicle do you wish to have? Lamborgini diablo gt2
66. How many messenger buddies do you have on right now: 9
******YOU & LOVE*******************
67. Do you believe in Love? Yes
68. Do you have a crush? cant call it a crush
69. Who is your crush? n/a
70. Do you believe in love at first sight? not usually
71. Where do you want to get married? somewhere serene
72. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? New Zealand and Australia
73. What is the most important thing he/she has? Love, a great sense of humor, loyality
74. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes
75. Longest crush:
76. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? i know everyone knows
****ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only)****
79.Curly or straight hair:
80. Dark or light hair:
81. Tall or short:
82. Six pack or muscular arms:
83. Good or bad guys?
84. Hat or no hat:
85. Ears pierced or not:
86. Tan or no tan:
87. Totally shy, or octopus arms?
88. Stubble or neatly shaved?
89. Rugged or sporty?
90. Studly or cutie:
91. Accent or not:
92. Glasses?
93. Smart or dumb?
94. What sport should he play?
95. Dependent (whipped) or independent:
****ON GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT (for guys only)***
96. Sandals or thongs? Sandles
97. Painted nails or not: painted
98. Dark or blonde hair:darker
99. Long or short hair: shorter
100. Curly or straight hair:curly
101. Dark, light, or crazy cool eyes:light
102. Long or short nails:Long!
103. Hat or no hat?:no hat
104. Good or bad girl: mix of the 2
105. Hair up or down: either
106. Jewelry or none: some jewlerery
108. Accent or no accent: none
109. Pants or dress: either
110. Tan or fair: i prefer fair
111. Glasses: yes
112. Pretty indoor chick or crazy party chick: neither
113. Freckles or none: freckles
114. Shy or outgoing:shy
115. Funny or always cool: funny
116. Talkative or shy: shy
*****Pick One: THIS OR THAT***********
117. Lights on/off: off
118. Sun or rain? rain
119. email or snail mail? no preference
120. Do u like scary or happy movies better? scary movies
121. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC?: they can both die
122. On the phone or in person? in person
123. Paper or plastic? paper
124. Sausage or pepperoni?: pepperoni
125. Summer or winter? winter
126. Hugs or kisses? kisses
127. Chocolate or white milk? white
128. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr pepper
130. CD or Tape: CD
131. Tape or DVD? DVD
132. Cats or Dogs? doesnt matter to me
133. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: mud, its fun to watch
134. Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla
137. Cake or pie: choclate cake
138. Diamond or pearl: Diamond
139. Sunset or sunrise: sunset
****************YOUR FAVS*******************
140. Color: Hunter Green
141. food: lasagana
142. Fast Food: Bk
143. Candy: runts
144. Beverage: dr pepper
145. Ice Cream Flavor: mint chochlate chip
146. Sport: baseball
147. Sports team: Oakland A's
148. Animal: Wolf
149. type of music? i vary
150. movies? Samurai x
151. Song: Tourniquet
152. group: Evanescence
153. number: 13
154. Actor or Actress? Mel Gibson
155. day of the year? oct 30th
156. month? Janurary
157. TV show? i dont watch tv much
158. Store: Hot topic
159. Scent: my body wash
160. Board Game: Monopoly
***********HAVE YOU EVER********
161. Dated someone for money/things? no
162. Loved someone so much it made you cry? yep
163. Drank? nope....
164. Been kissed? yes
165. Ever gotten dumped? yes
166. Broke the law? yes
167. Ran from the cops? yes
168. Stole something? yes
169. Tried to kill yourself? yep
170. Made yourself throw up? no, but i have it happen to me sometimes
171. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no way
172. Given anyone a bath? no
173. Bungee jumped? no
174. Went skinny dipping? yes
*********** What Comes to Mind ***************
175. Water: drink
176. Blue: sad
177. Rock: sad
178. Cat: spyder
179. Red: blood
180. Cow: milk
181. Socks: feet
********* What's Worse? **************
182. Barfing on your date or your date barfing on you? they are equally as bad
183. Being stranded on a deserted island with no one, or being stranded
on a deserted island with someone you hate? someone you hate
************* A FiNaL NoTe*******************
184. Who would you like to be locked in a room with? if you dont know this your sad
185. Who would you hate being locked in a room with? James... the guy i work with
186. Do you like filling these out?: eh
188. Do u want your friends to fill out? if they want 2
189. Who is least likely to read? someone without a livejournal
190. Who is most likely to read? someone with a livejournal who has me on their friends list
191. Any other comments? ... Nope
If I were a month, I would be: January- winter
If I were a historical person, I would be: Joseph stalin... (inside joke)
If I were a day of the week, I would be: saturday
If I were a time of day, I would be: midnight
If I were a planet, I would be: saturn
If I were a sea animal, I would be: shark
If I were a direction, I would be: east
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: a throw rug
If I were a liquid, I would be: bleach
If I were a stone, I would be: Garnet
If I were a bird, I would be: Falcon
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: a thistle
If I were a kind of weather: a cold winter night
If I were a mythical creature: pheonix
If I were a musical instrument: drum
If I were an animal: snow wolf
If I were a color, I would be: black
If I were a vegetable, I would be: ahhh its green
If I were an element, I would be: Fire
If I were a song, I would be: Tourniquet
If I were a movie, my soundtrack would be written by: no clue
If I were a book, I would be written by: steinbeck
If I were a food, I would be: a potato
If I were a place, I would be: a beach
If I were a material, I would be: felt
If I were a scent, I would be: baked doughnuts
If I were a body part, I would be: a hand
If I were a subject in school, I would be: literature
If I were a facial expression, I would be: a solemn stare
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| quiz so people will get off my back |
[20 Sep 2005|08:14pm] |
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BIO QUESTIONS
1) What is your name? Josh Patrick
2) Where were you born, and where do you live currently? born in gwinnett live in dacula
3) When were you born? 1/11/86
4) Who's in your family? mom, dad,
5) Do you get along with all of them? sometimes
6) What size shoe do you wear? 11
7) What size shirt do you wear? Medium
8) Do you have pets, if so what? a few cats
SCHOLASTIC QUESTIONS
9) What was your elementary school? dyer
10) Middle School? creekland
11) High School? Collins hill (FU collins hill)
12) College? TFB soon
13) What are your favorite subjects? English
14) Are you a good student? haha school is boring who studies?
15) Do you have school spirit? what the hell is that?
INTEREST QUESTIONS
16) What three things scare you? failure, lose, midgits
17) What three things calm you? Julie, friends, God
18) What are three things you like to do? sports, WoW, sleep
19) What are three things you don't like to do? arguing, boring work, doctors offices
20) What is your favorite sport? baseball
21) What is your favorite team? A's
22) Do you follow them closely? heck yea
PEOPLE QUESTIONS
23) Best frined-Julie, Jt Nate
24) Friend you've had the longest-Jt
25) Friend you've had the shortest-Austin
26) Friend you talk to the most-Julie
27) Friend you trust the most-Julie
28) Shortest? Julie
29) Tallest? JT or nate
30) Lightest? me
31) Heaviest? beats me
32) Smartest? Julie
33) Blondest? Tristan walters
34) Most Handsome? i do not care
35) Prettiest? Julie
36) Most Special? Julie
37) Shyest? Julie
38) Loudest? Aly
39) Quietest? Julie
40) Hairiest? Rob
41) Athletic? Zach
FUTURE QUESTIONS
42) Who is most likely to...
43) Become rich? Wes
44) Become famous? Nate
45) Become homeless? haha possibly me
46) Become an athlete? zach
47) Become a stay at home mom? callie
48) Become a minister? cj
49) Become a musician? TRice
50) Become a doctor? Julie
51) Join the army? andy
52) Become a missionary? me...
53) Die? eh who knows
54) Who will be the first to...
55) Get married? no comment
56) Have kids? aly
57) Get a job? CJ
58) Get divorced? who knows
59) Go into space? beats me
60) Retire? Wes
61) Be arrested? i do not like this question
RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS
62) Who was your first crush? Jessica Worley
63) Who was your first gf/bf? Becky Kelsey
64) When was your first kiss? when i was 19...
65) Are you a virgin? yes
66) When did you first have sex? havent yet
67) How long was your longest relationship? 2 yrs
68) How long was your shortest relationship? 2 weeks
69) Have you ever been in love? yes, and i still am
70) Are you in a relationship currently? yes
71) Do you want to be? im in one
72) DO you have a crush on anyone? no
73) Who? no one
74) Which two people have influenced your life, other than family, the most? Julie, and Carl tolbert
75) Have you influenced their lives? i hope so
76) What is your fondest memory with these people? Rutledge, house parties
77) Who's easiest to talk to? Julie, and jt
78) Who's the funnest to talk to? nate or jt
79) Who has serious conversations with you? Julie
80) Who do you have serious conversations with? Julie
EITHER/OR
black or white:white
east or west:east
north or south:north
boys or girls:girls
socks or barefoot:barefoot
out or in:out
night or day:night
hot dogs or hamburgers:hamburger
blondes or brunettes:i like brownish red hair
butt or boobs:butt
coke or pepsi:pepsi
high school or college:college
fruit or vegetables:fruit
car or convertible:convertible
truck or SUV:truck
sports or music:both
Cal or USC:USC
Oklahoma or Texas:texas
Ohio State or Michigan:michigan
Miami or Florida State:Miami
Georgia or Georgia Tech:GT
Amry or Navy:Army
phone or AIM:AIM
locked or unlocked:unlocked
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Well yes i have not updated in an eternity and i wish this one was posting good news but alas it is not.... Its is with a heavy heart that i write this. Yesterday afternoon i lost my grandfather to a sudden heart attack. He and i were really close and it has shaken my entire family up to a certain degree. I will miss coming home and seeing him and i will miss his kind words of encourgement that he would offer me... I really miss him... but i know hes in a better place.. Just please guys if you dont mind pray for my family
R.I.P.
James A. Bridges
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Well today my better half has left for wake.... I miss her already and i just saw her last night. I realize its a great thing that she is going and i am very happy for her, yet there is that other side of me that does not want her out of arms reach. Its a feeling of excitement, aniexity and sadness all rolled into one..... I wish you the best of luck and no that no matter what you have my prayers support and love.... thats not going to change....ever or for anything. So many things that happen in a lifetime and its when you find the things that matter that you have to sit back and reflect on life and who you are as an individual and without you there is no way i could be heading in the direction i am now with the confidence that i have. I can never thank you enough, no one has ever seen the things you have in me and not let me give up on myself. I know it bugs you to hear my say this but its true so ill say it again, you may not realize it fully but you are needed and are a very large part of my life and who i am. No matter how busy i get there is always going to be time and a place for you in my life. As i sit here writing this i felt a lone drop fall from my eyes and hit the back of my right hand..... yea there i go crying again... everytime.... I guess im weird like that, when someone this near to me is going through a very important part of her life i want to be there in the background supporting anyway that i can. Its amazing when you find someone who is the accent to everything that you are and completes you and makes you a full person. I have never felt like my life has had much meaning but between you and God you have both confinced me otherwise. I had almost given up on my hopes of mission work and wrote myself off to doing just what other people wanted me to do.... You did not let me, and for that i am forever in your depth... Thank you soooo much. I know this has been a rough road to get to the point we are now, and i know as well as you do this is only the beginning, but im more than prepared to ride this wave all the way. I really do not know what i would do without you, it would be like losing half of me, the better one. I shall end this entry on this note. I thank God for giving me the pleasure of having you in my life and i hope He deems it worthy for you to be in it for a very very long while.
I will love you as long as this body draws breath, my sweet deity
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The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! | Created by -ambiguous and taken 64186 times on bzoink! | | What is your favorite.. | | gum | Wintergreen | | restaurant | Copelands | | drink | Dr. Pepper | | season | Winter | | type of weather | Stormy | | emotion | Love | | thing to do on a half day | sleep | | late-night activity | partying | | sport | baseball | | city | charleston | | store | hot topic | | When was the last time you.. | | cried | last night | | played a sport | sunday | | laughed | today | | hugged someone | last night | | kissed someone | last night | | felt depressed | it was last friday | | felt elated | last night | | felt overworked | last monday | | faked sick | i dont do that | | lied | last thursday | | What was the last.. | | word you said | um | | thing you ate | ribs | | song you listened to | anything for you | | thing you drank | dr pepper | | place you went to | work | | movie you saw | cinderella man | | movie you rented | star wars 3 | | concert you attended | Linkin Park | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged | Julie | | cried over | Julie | | kissed | Julie | | danced with | Julie | | shared a secret with | Julie | | had a sleepover with | i dont do sleepovers | | called | Julie | | went to a movie with | julie | | saw | julie | | were angry with | um Julio | | couldn't take your eyes off of | julie | | obsessed over | julie | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain | yes | | kissed someone | yes | | done drugs | no | | drank alcohol | no | | slept around | no | | partied 'til the sun came up | yes | | had a movie marathon | yes | | gone too far on a dare | um no | | spun until you were immensely dizzy | yes | | taken a survey quite like this before | nope | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
~The Real You~ | Created by fuckmeimfuckable and taken 56 times on bzoink! | | *You* | | Name: | Joshua | | Nicknames: | Josh, Patrick, Ray, Joshie | | Birthday: | 1-11-86 | | Birthplace: | Lawrenceville | | Zodiac Sign: | Capricorn | | Age: | 19 | | Height: | 5' 2'' | | Eye Color: | blue | | Hair Color: | brown | | Current residence: | here, thats all you need to know | | Email Address: | kingofdarkhearts3@yahoo.com | | Aol Screen Name: | HBattousai19 | | Yahoo Screen Name | kingofdarkhearts3 | | Homepage/Website: | | | School did/do you attend: | Collins Hill | | What kind of student were you: | pretty slack, i wasnt challanged | | Fears: | huge needles, failure, and deep water | | Medical Issues: | allergies, and a hyperactive metabolism | | ~Favorites~ | | Genre Of Music: | Death Metal and emo | | Book: | Anthem | | Relative: | my uncle andrew | | Stores: | hot topic, old glory | | Tv Shows: | ruroni kenshin, and anime in general | | Male Singer: | Josey scott | | Female Singer: | Amy Lee | | Movie: | Braveheart | | Vegetable: | ahhh... im slowing eating them, potato | | Candy: | dont eat much, but reeses | | Soda: | dr pepper | | Drink In General: | dr pepper | | Alcoholic Beverage: | no drinking for me | | Cheese: | cheedar | | Holiday: | st patricks day | | Sport to play: | baseball | | Sport to watch: | baseball | | Magazine: | egm monthly | | Gum: | wintergreen | | Place in your house: | my room | | Brand Of Cigarettes: | no smoke | | Teacher | my junior lit teacher ms taylor | | Grade: | 11th | | School Subject: | literature | | %Personal% | | Ever done drugs: | no | | Drank Alcohol: | no | | Ever passed out from drinking too much: | no | | Did you go to your high school prom: | yes | | Have any piercings: | no, kinda want some | | Tattoos: | again i want 2 | | Had a one night stand: | no | | Do you have long fingernails: | no | | Paint them: | no | | What color: | no | | What are some of your pet peeves: | whistling, annyoing people and stupidity | | Phobias: | none | | Ever kissed anyone of the same sex: | hell no | | How do you eat a Reeses Peanutt Buttercup: | one by one, and one bite | | Right handed or Left: | right | | What's under your bed: | i dont wanna know | | What posters do you have on your walls: | evanescence, mark mcquire, dragon warrior 3 | | Ever had stitches: | no | | Broken a bone: | yes | | Had surgery: | yes | | !This Or That! | | Peanutt Butter or Jelly: | jelly | | Coke or Pepsi: | pepsi | | MTV or VH1: | neither fuse | | Nike or Converse: | nike | | Purse or Wallet | wallet | | Chocolate milk or regular: | chocolate | | Ketchup or Mustard: | ketchup | | Comedy or Horror: | horror | | Books or Movies: | either is fine | | Theatre or Video: | theatre is better.. | | Red or Blue | blue | | Gold or Silver: | silver | | Black or White: | black | | Morning or Night: | night | | Glass half empty or half full: | half empty | | Chocolate or Vanilla: | chocolate | | Dark or light hair: | dark | | Tall or short: | short | | Tan or pale: | pale | | Blue/Green or Brown/Hazel: | blue! | | ^Yes or No^ | | Abortion: | no way | | Same-sex Marriage: | hell no | | The five second rule: | yes | | $ Stuff $ | | Do you look more like your mom or dad: | dad | | Are you an only child: | yes | | What's your favorite day of the week: | friday | | Least favorite: | monday | | Do you like rain: | yes!! | | Thunderstorms: | YES | | Do you own a black light: | yes | | What color is your pillowcase: | white | | What are you thinking about right now: | i cant say here | | What is the last song you listened to: | give unto me | | What's your middle name: | Ray | | Ever had the chicken pox: | yes | | What are the last four digits of your phone number: | 8813 | | How's the weather right now: | dreary, i love it | | What's the last movie you saw: | cinderella man | | What makes you happy: | julie, God, my friends | | What pisses you off: | my parents, and narrow mindedness | | Are you too shy to ask someone out: | nope | | Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: | yes | | Are you tired of taking this quiz: | nope | | What are you going to do when you're done: | dunno | | What other windows are open on your computer: | journal, and two ims | | Pissed off yet: | nope | | Are you happy you're done: | i guess | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
Random surveys... i know all i seem to do when im on here... but ive got other things on my mind.. so they must be atteneded to
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1. Do you wear spike bracelets? Not anymore
2. Do you wear jelly bracelets? no way
3. Do you wear converse? nope
4. Do you wear black nailpolish? used to
5. Do you wear band t-shirts? Heck yea
6. Do you wear skateboard companies? nope
7. Do you wear surfing companies? no
8. Do you wear dirtbike companies? No
9. Do you wear striped shirts? very rarely
10. Do you wear chokers? no
11. Do you wear lock necklaces? no
12. Does it take you five minutes or less to do your hair? not really, when its long
13. Do you wear lots of eyeliner? i have... long story
14. Do you use a backpack or messenger bag? backpack
15. Do you wear darker colors? of course
16. Do you wear neon colors? not preferably
17. Do you wear 'whats in' or stick with your old jeans? i dont care about fashion
18. Do you wear sweatshirts and jeans? no
19. Do you wear knee socks? in the winter sometimes
WHAT YOU HAVE
20. Do you have character shoe laces? nope
21 Do you have the Nightmare Before Christmas on tape or DVD? Sure do
22. Do you have the Breakfast Club on tape or DVD? um no
23. Do you have 16 Candles or Pretty in Pink on tape or DVD? nope
24. How many CD's do you own? alot
25. How many DVD's do you own? quite a few
26. How many tapes do you own? like 3
[ ABOUT YOU ]
Are you male or female?: male
Are you sure?: yes you moron
Do you have any piercings?: no, but ive thought about some
Are you single or married?:single, but i have a prospect
Do you like your name?: Yes
Do you like lotion? Chapstick?:no
Do you shave your legs?: no
[ MISC. ]
Is the sky really blue, or is it white with blue clouds?: its blue
Did that last question confuse you?:no
Do you eat chocolate often?: ahhh no
Do you have a job?: yes, I work for USI
Do you like it?:its enjoyable
Why or why not?:i like being kept busy and making things
Is your computer slow?: its a fossil
Have you ever wondered why there is bark on trees?: nope
When you kick a tree, does it bruise the tree? who cares?
What do you hear right now?: Evanescence
What do you smell right now? my deodarant
Are you alone in the room?: yes
Are you at home?: yes
NAME THE LYRiCS TO EACH SiNGER!
1. Pink: "dont let me get me, Im my own worst enemy"
2. Korn: " I am the one who chose my path, i am the one who couldnt last"
3. Backstreet Boys: " All you people cant you see cant you see, how your loves affecting our reality..." My baby cousin listened to that song all the time... gah
4. The Beatles: "Help, i need somebody, Help, not just anybody"
5. Limp Bizkit: "Its just one of those days when you dont wanna wake up, everything is f(@#&@ everybody sucks"
6. Britney Spears: i refuse to answer this
7. Creed: "Hold me now, im six feet from the edge and im thinking maybe six feet aint so far down"
8. Enrique Iglesias? " i can be your hero baby"
9. Good Charlotte: " Oh my love please dont cry, ill wash my bloody hands and we'll start a new life"
10. Christina Aguilera: "Im a genie in a bottle baby wont you come set me free?"
11. Eminem: " and if that mockingbird dont sing ill break the damn birds neck"
12. New Found Glory:"the needle on my record player has been wearing thin, the sucker has been playing since the day you went with him"
13. Kelly Clarkson:
14. Kelly Osbourne:
15. Mandy Moore:
16. Aaliyah:
17. Nelly: gah.. die rap
18. Alicia Keys:: ??
19. The Killers: " Now there going to bed and my stomach is sick, but its all in my head but shes touching his chest"
20. Greenday: " Another turning point a fork stuck in the road"
What's the first thing that comes to mind?
Jingle: bells
Hobo: ive been called that
John Deere: tractor
America: Team America
Guy: Some of my friends
Kitten: buggy
Cherry: pie
Health: class
CD: music
Wal-Mart: bouncy balls.. long story
Movie: things i see
Arrow: bow
Sing: to the heavens
Coaster: thing that holds cups
Cord: ps2
Telemarketer: death!
-->YOUR FRiENDS
Which friend is the....
.: x craziest- Travis
.: x sweetest- thats tough..
.: x prettiest- Julie
.: x easiest to be grossed out- Tristan W.
.: x blondest- Jennifer Duke
.: x honest- Julie or Rob
.: x trustworthy- Josh
.: x sporty- Jen
.: x animal lover- Julie and Callie
.: x computer genious- Rob
.: x online journal nerd- Ceige
.: x funniest- Travis and josh, we are fun when its us
.: x drama person- i refuse to answer that
.: x band person- Aly, Jen, Tristan rice
.: x person that always gets their homework done- Julie
.: x flirtiest- its either Jen, Nate, or myself
About your friends and past friends
.: x which friend have you known the longest? Josh
.: x which friend have you known the shortest? Zach
.: x who was your first best friend? Josh
.: x is he/she still you friend? yea
.: x which friend do you miss the most? colter
.: x has one of your best friends ever moved away? yes but it wasnt far
.: x who has the most classes with you? josh did
.: x pick one friend and tell one of your favorite memories: My fondest memory of my friends was the reaction they gave me at camp impact 2004
Which one of your buds is most likely to....
.: x be a teacher - Ivey
.: x become a computer person - Wes
.: x become a stay at home mom - Callie
.: x live life on the wild side - Nate, Travis
.: x travel all over the world - Julie
.: x become famous - i really dont know that one
.: x fall in love before 20 - haha, i think i know someone.. :)
.: x become a sports star - zach or jarel
.: x get married twice - i dont believe any of my friends will
.: x have 4 kids - Aly
.: x become a telemarketer - they wouldnt be my friend then
.: x be your best friend throughout your whole life - more than likely josh and julie
.: x be at home doing nothing but eating and watching tv - dunno
.: x be a serious business person - wes
.: x become someone with a job that helps people - aly
.: x end up on road rules or real world - jen
9 things you wear daily...
1. watch
2. A's Hat
3. bandanda
4. Wallet
5. shirt
6. shoes
7. pants
8. cell phone
9. boxers
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8 movies you'd watch over and over...
1. Braveheart
2. Gladiator
3. Top Gun
4. Master and Commander
5. Clockwork Orange
6. Requiem for a Dream
7. Empire Records
8. 107
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7 of your fav. artist at the moment...(oh geez, they did it.)
1. Evanescence
2. Poe
3. Jimmy Eat World
4. S.O.A.D
5. Breaking Benjamin
6. Korn
7. Tristania
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6 objects you touch everyday...
1. cell phone
2. Wallet
3. bed
4. watch
5. computer
6. ps2 (sad i know..)
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5 things you do everyday...
1. work
2. talk on the phone at least once
3. get up
4. eat
5. sleep
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4 things you love at the moment...
1. God
2. Julie
3. All the people who have made me who i am
4. Despite how they are sometimes, i still love my folks
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3 things you hate at the moment...
1. idiocy at work
2. authority
3. long weeks
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2 people who have influenced your life most...
1. Julie
2. Josh
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1 thing you could spend the rest of your life with...
1. The one person i want to
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Hey look, there's more...
[My name is] Josh
[In the morning] i get up and head to work
[All I need is] someone who cares, and i have that
[Love is] the greatest thing in the world
[If you could see one person right now] Julie
[Im afraid of] ... Deep water and BIG needles
[I dream about] tomorrow
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Have you ever...
[Pictured your crush naked?] of course not
[Actually seen your crush naked?] no
[Been in love] yes
[Cried when someone died] yes
[Drank alcohol] nope
[lied] yes
[coke or pepsi] pepsi
[flowers or candy] flowers
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Who...
[makes you laugh most] travis
[gives you a good funny feeling when you see them] julie
[has a crush on you] no one to my knowledge
[easy to talk to:] Julie, and lee
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Do you ever...
[sit on the internet all day and wait for someone special to E-MAIL you?] no
[save e-mail conversation] Yup
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yes
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Have you ever...
[have you ever fallen for your best friend] yes
[been rejected] too many times to count
[rejected someone] yea
[used someone] no, im not like that
[done something you regret] oh yes
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Who's the last person you...
[talked to] mom
[hugged] debra
[instant messaged] Julie
[you laughed with] Josh, Travis and Rob
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Do you...
[color your hair] i have
[habla espanol] I can dabble in many languages
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Have you// Do you// Are you...
[smoke] no way
[obsessive] i like to call it stubborn
[could you live without with a computer] yea, would be tough
[how many friends are on you buddy list] 45
[what's your favorite food] anything italian
[what's your favorite fruit] pineapple
[what hurts worse,physical or emotional pain] emotional
[trust others way to easily] No way
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Final Q's...
[I want] to make a splash in life
[I wish] i knew what tomorrow brought
[I love] my girl, my family, my friends
[I miss] being young
[I fear] failure
[I hear] "You"
[I wonder] about what life brings
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